:: REMIND ME ::

Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl.


Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl


Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in


Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl


Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl.

I’m Not That Girl, Wicked the Musical.

p/s: Oh aina. sila berpijak dibumi yang nyata! *hentak kepala kat meja* ok! dah lupakan semuaaaa dan kembali normal. :) 

:: STUPID nurulaina ::

THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY - M2M

Well I wonder could it be

When I was dreaming 'bout you baby

You were dreaming of me

Call me crazy, call me blind

To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better

And does she love you like I do

I do, you know I really really do

Well hey

So much I need to say

Been lonely since the day

The day you went away

So sad but true

For me there's only you

Been crying since the day

The day you went away

I remember date and time

September twenty second

Sunday twenty five after nine

In the doorway with your case

No longer shouting at each other

There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special

Something we'll never have again

I know, I guess I really really know

The day you went away

The day you went away

Did I lose my love to someone better

And does she love you like I do

I do, you know I really really do

Well hey

So much I need to say

Been lonely since the day

The day you went away

So sad but true

For me there's only you

Been crying since the day

The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone

How could I carry on

The day you went away

Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say

Been crying since the day

The day you went away

The day you went away

The day you went away  :'(

DAMN! I HATE MYSELF FOR STILL MISSING AND WAITING FOR YOU! IT JUST STUPID ME. =.="

SAVE ME FROM MYSELF

Save Me From Myself

Don't ask me why I'm cryin’

Cuz when I start to crumble

You know how to keep me smilin’

You always save me from myself...

And don't ask me why I love you

It's obvious your tenderness

Is what I need to make me

A better woman to myself

~ Save Me From Myself, Christina Aguilera

Semalam tgk konsert JOM HEBOH dengan najwa. Nak dijadikan cerita, BLACK buat persembahan. Najwa yang tengah isap botol tiba tiba bangun melompat lompat, " yea! yea! acip juwa!" masa tu rasa nak gugur jantung ni. Mama tanya juwa " acip tak datang jumpa juwa ke?" dengan selamba juwa jawab " acip tak datang. die tak sayang juwa. " lepas tu cepat cepat juwa pegi kat tv, cium gamba BLACK kat skrin tv tu. Tuhan je tau mcm mana rasa hati ni tgk najwa mcm tu. *sigh*

Kenapa ye, makin kita nak melupakan makin dekat pulak dia datang. Sumpah! tak best pon rasa. Tak tenang hidup. Bukan niat membenci, cuma nak melupakan. Tak cukup kuat nak tipu diri sendiri. Memangla orang kata nak melupakan, perlukan the whole entire life. Tapi.. Tatau nak cakap ape. Kalau boleh nak hantuk kepala kuat kuat kat dinding biar hilang ingatan past bangun bangun pagi esok terus lupe segala benda. Boleh? Takpe la, ALLAH Maha Mengetahui. Cuma aku harap Tuhan tabahkan hati yang lemah ini.

“Ya Tuhanku, janganlah Engkau membiarkan aku hidup seorang diri, dan Engkaulah Waris Yang Paling Baik.”

:: FIRST LOVE ::

SALAM!


Hye peeps. Update entry kali kedua untuk hari ini. Aina kat office ni. Hari jumaat, rehat lama. Tak tau nak buat apa. Aina baru abes tgk cerita THAI, a crazy litle thing called LOVE aka FIRST LOVE . Best! Mengingatkan kita masa bercinta zaman sekolah dulu.  Ada masa cari la cerita ni! OST dia pon best. :)

Someday. 

I don't know how much longer that I have to put up with you

I've been hiding everythings in my heart

Everytime we meet each other, Everytime we face each other

Though I am indifferent.. Do you know how much have I have to force myself?

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you

But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know

Can't you hear my heart's waiting there for you

Waiting for you to feel it. I was hoping that you will realize someday

Though I love you, though I feel (your love)

But deep down inside, I can't dare to tell you

Everytime we meet each other, Everytime we face each other

Though I am indifferent. Do you know how much have I have to force myself?

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you

But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know

Can't you hear my heart's waiting there for you

Waiting for you to feel it. I was hoping that you will realize someday

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you

But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know

Can't you hear my heart waiting there for you, waiting for you to feel it

And I was hoping that you will realize that this woman still love you

Any way, some day, you will know.

selamat menonton! :)

P/S : I had someone who is hidden in bottom of my heart. When I think of him, I feel a little pain inside. but I still want to keep him even I though I don’t know what he doing rite now, where he is today, but he is the one who make me know this, a crazy little thing called LOVE. 

PLEASE teach me.

Teach me to stop caring

When I think of what we were

Teach me to stop crying

When I see you there with her

Teach me how to live again

When you're not here with me

Teach me how to fight the fact

That we're not meant to be

Tell me that I'll be alright

And my life will be okay

Without you right here by my side

To hold my hand each day

Teach me to let these teardrops wash away

Don't let this heartbreak last

Let me let go like you did

For you've forgotten me so fast 

E.M.P.T.Y