Saturday, 24 March 2012

FAILED! -.-'




Just had our first fight last night. 
Oh. Dah lama tak gaduh gaduh.
Lupe how to dealing with it.
Hmm, tade hal pon sebanarnya.
Cuma, when he is not around rasa mcm kosong.
Pastu mcm rindu glerr even baru je lepas anta kat Sri Puteri and bas die baru je gerak.
Pastu mcm nak buat perangai sebab nak perhatian.
Padahal hakikatnya aku sendiri tau keadaanya.
Mungkin jugak akibat cik bulan datang mengambang plus banyak esaimen.
haaa. lagi laa. sengaje je nak cari penyebab nak menangis. 
Lempangkan pehlish!


Actually aku sendiri HATE this feeling.
It just when we LOVE somebody TOO MUCH. ergh!
But, im lucky sebab Cik Lee jenis yang cool and tak melenting lenting.
He know how to control me better then myself. ** ni yang best becinta dengan org tua, siyes tak tipu.**
Huuu. Tak Gojes pon mcm ni kan?  
Adoi! failed. -.-'

Tak pe lah, As long as I know You think about me, Im good. :')


** Yang tambah tak best, pg tadi CiK Lee call before start climbing, aina mamai pastu tak ingt ape die cakap. Wuuuu. tsk tsk tsk. Rasa mcm nak request kat MAXIS suruh buat pencawang kat semua gunung yg ada kat Malaysia ni. Hunn, cepat la balikk. :'( 

Thursday, 15 March 2012

SORRY! TRULY SORRY.

Look, im sorry. 
Im sorry for bothering you.
 Im sorry for all the texts I send you. 
Im sorry for IMing you the second you get online. 
Im sorry I keep asking if youre free to hang out.
 Im sorry I ask random questions.
 Im sorry that I ask about your life. 
Im sorry that im a bother to you.
 Im sorry that I always recite all those silly friendship quotes.

But heres the truth.
 Im not sorry for any of those things; 
I only did it because you’re my friend.
 What im really sorry for is that you don’t realize how much our friendship means to me.
 Im sorry that I have a deep worry that this friendship wont last much longer. 
Im sorry I wanted to talk to you. 
Im sorry I wanted to get your opinions and advice on things.
 Im sorry I wanted to hang out with you. 
I just thought that’s what friends did. 
Im sorry I was willing to do anything to get your attention.
 I didn’t know being friends was too much to ask from you.
 Im sorry that im now left with only memories of what used to be.

 Please do me one favor,
 when you see the tears gently falling down my cheeks, don’t try to comfort me.
 I don’t need a reminder of how I could always tell you everything, how you'd sit by me and just hold me while I cried. 
So please, if this is over, then lets just say our goodbyes and walk away and not look back, because I cant believe that a friendship I once held so dear to my heart is now fading to nothing. 
Now thats really what Im sorry for.



** I really i meant it! 


Monday, 12 March 2012

. . . . . . . . .

I was always there for you, when no one else was. Always.

Remember that.

Tapi sekarang kau dah happy, bahagia, kau lupakan aku.

Alah, nama pun manusia kan?

I only exist to you when you need something. :')

Thursday, 8 March 2012

HEY GORGEOUS! :)

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD HAVE:

1. One old boyfriend you can imagine going back to and one who reminds
you of how far you've come.
2. Enough money within your control to move out and rent a place on
your own, even if you never want or need to.
3. Something perfect to wear if the employer or man of your dreams
wants to see you in an hour.
4. A purse, a suitcase and an umbrella you're not ashamed to be seen with.
5. A youth you're content to move beyond.
6. A past juicy enough that you're looking forward to retelling in it your
old age.
7. The realization that you are actually going to have an old age and
some money set aside to help fund it.
8. A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill and a black lace bra.
9. One friend who always makes you laugh and one who lets you cry.
10. A good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in
your family.
11. Eight matching plates, wineglasses with stems and a recipe for a
meal that will make your guests feel honored.
12. A resume that is not even the slightest bit padded.
13. A feeling of control over your destiny.
14. A skin care regime, an exercise routine and a plan for dealing with
those few other facets of life that don't get better after 30.
15. A solid start on a satisfying career, a satisfying relationship and
all those other facets of life that do get better.

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW:

1. How to fall in love without losing yourself.
2. How you feel about having kids.
3. How to quit a job, break up with a man and confront a friend without
ruining the friendship.
4. When to try harder and when to walk away.
5. How to kiss a man in a way that communicates perfectly what you
would and wouldn't like to happen next.
6. How to have a good time at a party you'd never choose to attend.
7. How to ask for what you want in a way that makes it most likely
you'll get it.
8. That you can't change the length of your calves, the width of your
hips or the nature of your parents.
9. That your childhood may not have been perfect, but it's over.
10. What you would and wouldn't do for love or more.
11. How to live alone, even if you don't like it.
12. Who you can trust, who you can't, and why you shouldn't take it
personally.
13. Where to go-be it your best friend's kitchen table or a charming inn
hidden in the woods-when your soul needs soothing.
14. What you can and can't accomplish in a day, a month, a year.
15. Why they say life begins at 30.

HAPPY WOMEN'S DAY gurls! 

Tuesday, 6 March 2012

:: Dugaan ::


Dugaan, ujian, halangan yang melanda.
Bukan kehendak saya.
Bukan juga kesukaan saya.


Tapi Saya tahu. 
Allah hanya nak saya dekat dengan-NYA.
Allah tak nak saya terleka dan terus terlupa.
Mungkin juga saya terlalu hanyut dengan dunia.
Baru saya tahu, begitu ramai yang menyayangi saya.
Tanpa ada batasnya.




Ya Rabb. Thanks for remind me. Again and again. :')





Monday, 23 January 2012

Tutup Tirai sem 1 11/12

Salam. 

Bismillah. :)
Alhamdulillah, tamat sudah semester 1 untuk 2011/2012
Kawan kawan yang lain dah seminggu dah becuti tapi aina baru nak balik esok.
Malas nak berebut rebut dengan orang plus setelkan semua kerja untuk sem ni.
Rindu sangat dengan family. Sangat Sangat. Tak sabar nak turun bas esok.
Sampaikan tak boleh nak lelapkan mata malam ni. hihi. 

Semester ni, alhamdulillah. Berjalan dengan lancar.
Even boleh dikira dengan jari berapa hari aina tdo sebelum subuh.
Final year student mmg mcm ni kot? 
Takpe la. Pengorbanan untk masa depan.
Semoga terbalas segalanya.

Oh, takda apa lagi yang aina nak bebelkan.
Dapat borak panjang dengan besties plus kemenangan bergaya Man U,
 Harini dah cukup membahagiakan. hik hik.
Tak sabar nak balik!

Happy Holiday peeps!
Enjoy la puas puas. Sem depan sambung sengsara balik. :)
Take care!
Oh lupa, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! *yam seng*


Oh, lupa lagi. Aina ada pakwe baru sekarang. :)
Ni dia orang nya :


Seriously, he makes me crazy! *melting*
Ok dah. bai. 

Tuesday, 17 January 2012

Peringatan dari Tuhan. :')

Salam. 

Dear Peeps.


Semalam petang i had an accident masa Cik Lee nak hantar aina balik hostel. Allahuakbar. Tuhan je tau mcm mana rasa bler nampak lori besa *sangat besa* himpit kereta bahagian Cik Lee. Aina  yang dok sebelah sempat jerit jerit je suruh Cik Lee control steering dan dalam hati mengucap tak berhenti. Alhamdulillah takda kecederaan. Just terperanjat sangat sangat. Sampai tak boleh nak tdo malam. Dan ketakutan terhadap jalan raya semakin menebal. Hancur lebur terus impian nak amek lesen. TAKUT!  :(

Seriously, macam macam benda yang aina fikir. Tapi tak boleh nak diluahkan kat sini. I didnt get the words. 
-.-'

And forsure, how i realize yang mati itu pasti.
Bila? Dimana? Bagaimana? Itu yang kita perlu bersedia.
Oh. Sesungguhnya kejadian tadi adalah peringatan kepada Tuhan kepada hamba Nya ini.
Terima Kasih Tuhan.
Diberi peluang sekali lagi.
InsyaAllah akan diperbaiki. 
Thanks GOD.



**Cik Lee, i know its not your fault but i cant imagine if anything happen to you just now. Do take care. Please! T_T