Wednesday, 28 March 2012

Bye! :')

Sometimes love just isn't enough. Sometimes we have to let go of something that once meant the world to us. Not because we want to. But because we have to. And life will keep going with or without them. Life doesn't stop for you, or for anyone else. It's hard, but there are those amazing moments that make you who you are. Don't sit around crying when you let someone go. Someday you'll be okay again. :')


Monday, 26 March 2012

::The End::


Biarkan kisah ini berlalu pergi.
Sematkan segalanya dalam hati.
Biar kita simpan sampai mati.
Kau tahu, terlalu banyak hati yang telah disakiti.
Jangan kau menoleh lagi.
Impian lama tak mungkin menjadi realiti.
Teruskan kejar apa yang kau impi selama ini.


Terima kasih kerana hadir memenuhi episod dalam drama diri ini,
Terlalu banyak yang aku pelajari dari setiap yang terjadi.
Berdoalah pada Ilahi.
Semoga kita semua diberkati.
Semoga kita bersua kembali.
Bersama kebahagiaan yang kita miliki.


Terima Kasih untuk kesabaran dalam diri.
Terima Kasih kerana cuba memahami.
Terima Kasih untuk setiap saat berada disisi.


Maaf atas segala kekhilafan perasaan ini.
Ia hanya kelemahan dan kekurangan diri.
Yang terlalu leka dibuai diulit kenangan semalam 
Ketenanganmu sentiasa menambat hati.
Percayalah, akan ku cuba perbaiki diri.

Untuk kita sama sama mengecapi kebahagiaan yang abadi. 

Sometimes you just have to realize that you can't have it all. You can't fix what you've done. You need to move on & try to be happy, even if it’s the hardest thing you'll ever have to do.

Sunday, 25 March 2012


Thats where I have to go
To see your beautiful
Face anymore I stare at a picture of you
And listen to the radio

Hope, hope there's a conversation
We both admit we had it good
But until then its alienation I know that much is understood,
And I realise..

If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine

I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out, and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I say I'm..
Not over you,
Not over you

Damn, damn girl you do it well, and I thought you were innocent
Took this heart and put it through hell, but still your magnificent
I, I'm a boomerang, doesn't matter how you throw me
I turn around and I'm back in the game, even better than the old me
But I'm not even close without you

If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out, and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I say I'm..
Not over you

And if I had the chance to re-new
You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do
I could get back, on the right track
But only if you'd be convinced
So until then..

If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out, and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I say I'm..
Not over you
Not over you
Not over you
Not over you


If we're meant to be together.
Let it be.
If fate wants us to be forever
Let's wait and see.

Saturday, 24 March 2012

FAILED! -.-'

Just had our first fight last night. 
Oh. Dah lama tak gaduh gaduh.
Lupe how to dealing with it.
Hmm, tade hal pon sebanarnya.
Cuma, when he is not around rasa mcm kosong.
Pastu mcm rindu glerr even baru je lepas anta kat Sri Puteri and bas die baru je gerak.
Pastu mcm nak buat perangai sebab nak perhatian.
Padahal hakikatnya aku sendiri tau keadaanya.
Mungkin jugak akibat cik bulan datang mengambang plus banyak esaimen.
haaa. lagi laa. sengaje je nak cari penyebab nak menangis. 
Lempangkan pehlish!

Actually aku sendiri HATE this feeling.
It just when we LOVE somebody TOO MUCH. ergh!
But, im lucky sebab Cik Lee jenis yang cool and tak melenting lenting.
He know how to control me better then myself. ** ni yang best becinta dengan org tua, siyes tak tipu.**
Huuu. Tak Gojes pon mcm ni kan?  
Adoi! failed. -.-'

Tak pe lah, As long as I know You think about me, Im good. :')

** Yang tambah tak best, pg tadi CiK Lee call before start climbing, aina mamai pastu tak ingt ape die cakap. Wuuuu. tsk tsk tsk. Rasa mcm nak request kat MAXIS suruh buat pencawang kat semua gunung yg ada kat Malaysia ni. Hunn, cepat la balikk. :'( 

Thursday, 15 March 2012


Look, im sorry. 
Im sorry for bothering you.
 Im sorry for all the texts I send you. 
Im sorry for IMing you the second you get online. 
Im sorry I keep asking if youre free to hang out.
 Im sorry I ask random questions.
 Im sorry that I ask about your life. 
Im sorry that im a bother to you.
 Im sorry that I always recite all those silly friendship quotes.

But heres the truth.
 Im not sorry for any of those things; 
I only did it because you’re my friend.
 What im really sorry for is that you don’t realize how much our friendship means to me.
 Im sorry that I have a deep worry that this friendship wont last much longer. 
Im sorry I wanted to talk to you. 
Im sorry I wanted to get your opinions and advice on things.
 Im sorry I wanted to hang out with you. 
I just thought that’s what friends did. 
Im sorry I was willing to do anything to get your attention.
 I didn’t know being friends was too much to ask from you.
 Im sorry that im now left with only memories of what used to be.

 Please do me one favor,
 when you see the tears gently falling down my cheeks, don’t try to comfort me.
 I don’t need a reminder of how I could always tell you everything, how you'd sit by me and just hold me while I cried. 
So please, if this is over, then lets just say our goodbyes and walk away and not look back, because I cant believe that a friendship I once held so dear to my heart is now fading to nothing. 
Now thats really what Im sorry for.

** I really i meant it! 

Monday, 12 March 2012

. . . . . . . . .

I was always there for you, when no one else was. Always.

Remember that.

Tapi sekarang kau dah happy, bahagia, kau lupakan aku.

Alah, nama pun manusia kan?

I only exist to you when you need something. :')

Thursday, 8 March 2012



1. One old boyfriend you can imagine going back to and one who reminds
you of how far you've come.
2. Enough money within your control to move out and rent a place on
your own, even if you never want or need to.
3. Something perfect to wear if the employer or man of your dreams
wants to see you in an hour.
4. A purse, a suitcase and an umbrella you're not ashamed to be seen with.
5. A youth you're content to move beyond.
6. A past juicy enough that you're looking forward to retelling in it your
old age.
7. The realization that you are actually going to have an old age and
some money set aside to help fund it.
8. A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill and a black lace bra.
9. One friend who always makes you laugh and one who lets you cry.
10. A good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in
your family.
11. Eight matching plates, wineglasses with stems and a recipe for a
meal that will make your guests feel honored.
12. A resume that is not even the slightest bit padded.
13. A feeling of control over your destiny.
14. A skin care regime, an exercise routine and a plan for dealing with
those few other facets of life that don't get better after 30.
15. A solid start on a satisfying career, a satisfying relationship and
all those other facets of life that do get better.


1. How to fall in love without losing yourself.
2. How you feel about having kids.
3. How to quit a job, break up with a man and confront a friend without
ruining the friendship.
4. When to try harder and when to walk away.
5. How to kiss a man in a way that communicates perfectly what you
would and wouldn't like to happen next.
6. How to have a good time at a party you'd never choose to attend.
7. How to ask for what you want in a way that makes it most likely
you'll get it.
8. That you can't change the length of your calves, the width of your
hips or the nature of your parents.
9. That your childhood may not have been perfect, but it's over.
10. What you would and wouldn't do for love or more.
11. How to live alone, even if you don't like it.
12. Who you can trust, who you can't, and why you shouldn't take it
13. Where to go-be it your best friend's kitchen table or a charming inn
hidden in the woods-when your soul needs soothing.
14. What you can and can't accomplish in a day, a month, a year.
15. Why they say life begins at 30.


Tuesday, 6 March 2012

:: Dugaan ::

Dugaan, ujian, halangan yang melanda.
Bukan kehendak saya.
Bukan juga kesukaan saya.

Tapi Saya tahu. 
Allah hanya nak saya dekat dengan-NYA.
Allah tak nak saya terleka dan terus terlupa.
Mungkin juga saya terlalu hanyut dengan dunia.
Baru saya tahu, begitu ramai yang menyayangi saya.
Tanpa ada batasnya.

Ya Rabb. Thanks for remind me. Again and again. :')